* The next morning I text Willis so that he knows that we're leaving the hotel as we drive the long drive it seems to get to Karen's house. (Thankfully the last time for a while) "You don't have to get out if you don't want to," says Alex as he pulls up her driveway. "I can say goodbye to her and I want to say bye to the kids too" "Okay" he says with a smile. I guess he still feel guilty for pushing me so he's going to try to make it up to me by being nice. I quickly wipe away a tear that falls unexpectedly. (I'm not sad so I don't know where it came from) No one saw because everyone was either hurrying out of her house or out of our rental so that we could say our goodbyes. I hug Karen last because she kept avoiding me, even though I was trying to get it over with. Alex had a huge s

