Chapter 40
* When we got home after the park I cooked Alex's favorite dish. (One that his mom has never cooked before) (I'm still trying to keep the peace between us, since he's still in a good mood) I sat on my couch thinking about both Alex's behavior and also Willis's. Both claim to love me, but I only want love from one of them and s*x from the other. (Why are they trying to switch up their rolls?) Who knew that having him hurt me physically would make him want more s*x? (Does he think that s*x fixes everything?) Why does Willis now want love when everything was going great between us? Maybe it was the trip. I hadn't talked to Willis for a couple of weeks after we saw him at the park and although Xane kept bugging me to go back to the park I made excuses. I even let two of his friends come o
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