* I only eat a little because she keeps staring as I feed Luci and myself. Too bad we're not at her house because I would definitely leave or at least I'd go outside. I hate feeling this way, maybe I do need to try to make it work with her.
There are not really many people that I don't like and if I do it's for a reason. I convince Luci to go sit with her dad. That will take her eyes off of me and she can focus on her niece and her brother. (Two of her favorite people)
I pretend to have a phone call and I go outside to our rental car. I actually do need to make a call to check on someone. It feels like it's been a while since I've seen or heard from him and I miss him a little.
"Jess," he says surprised after he picks up. "Yes it's me" "I just wanted to check up on on you" "Aww you
