* We were getting ready to go to Karen's friends house and I was dreading being in the same room with her, even though, she acts decent around them. Alex also acts different around them too, he is more attentive and caring towards me. I guess we both want to impress his sisters friends, but when he makes up excuses to why she the way that she is, I feel like he chooses her over me. (Well it reminds me that he does and probably always will) I try not to think about it most times, but we're here and it's unavoidable.
I grabbed a few blueberry muffins and some coffee, even though, he told me that there would be food. I know that there will be more than enough, but I don't really like eating at other peoples house's. (Especially those that I can not trust) I sort of trust her, but at the
