ELLA
All afternoon I went back and forth, weighing the pros and cons of sleeping with Damien. I really didn't want to do just for the sake of catching Natalie. I still wasn't sure I wanted to do it at all. But Damien was probably right; Natalie was more than likely convincing herself nothing was happening. After all, what had we done other than watch t.v. for two days?
But his words kept playing over and over in my head from that night. That we'd had our 'fun'. How could I give into him when he was going to walk away after this? Was I trying to rip myself up further?
He's not acting like he's going to walk away though.
I bit my lip. That was true. Damien actually seemed happy to be with me. I was convinced it was an act, him playing his part, but then wouldn't he only act that way when
