Rowen regretted leaving Alexandra the moment he left. He knew he had f****d up big time when he brought her parents into the conversation. He didn’t mean to. The whole phone conversation with Carter had just pushed him past his breaking point. Alexandra hadn’t deserved that. She had given him a chance to walk away several times, but he always chose to stay because he loved her. He loved sour patch too. He was just so afraid that she wasn’t his. Knowing that Carter wasn’t planning on being in her life if she was his, had made things slightly easier. He could have handled that, but when Lockhart had said he changed his mind something inside him snapped. He had wanted to turn back and beg for her forgiveness, but that wouldn’t have been enough. She deserved more than an apology. Alexandra d