Rowen strolled through the bar, headed for his office. The last month had been a blur of emotions. He always had to be the tough guy, so he made sure to hide how hard this entire thing was on him. Alexandra had so much going on right now that he couldn’t bring himself to talk to her about his feelings. The morning sickness had started about a week after they found out she was pregnant. She had been miserable, but through it all, she made sure to smile when he was around. She worked every shift at the hospital without complaint then came home and made time to listen to his day. She was a rockstar and he was an asshole. A selfish asshole.
He could see how much she was trying. He knew she still felt guilty as hell about the whole situation when it wasn’t really her fault. Rowen had been go
