Alexandra found herself pacing her bedroom floor, she walked back and forth so many times that she was sure she had rubbed a permanent impression in the hardwood floor. She couldn’t help it; she was absolutely terrified of what those FIVE tests had said. What was she going to do? This was not how she planned her life. At twenty-two, she didn’t know the first thing about being a mom.
Alexandra had been an only child, she never had little siblings to care for. Sure, Rowen’s kid sister had joined them from time to time, but Adira had only been five years younger than her. Alexandra had never changed a diaper or gotten a bottle ready. She didn’t know how to breastfeed. She knew the basics obviously, she was a nurse, but to actually be the person responsible for keeping a child alive and happ
