Without Cassius, I found myself unable to sleep soundly. I ended up curled up on his side of the bed with his pillow to try and help. But I just laid on my back trying not to cry. The morning light was beginning to shine through the windows and I got up and walked to the balcony and walked out. I sat on the lounger and watched the sunrise. The birds waking up and the soft breeze lulled me to sleep and before long I awoke suddenly and felt my usual morning nausea. After dealing with that and my morning routine I dressed in a blue skirt with a white shirt and blue jacket. I then went across the hall to get Nicky up and ready for the day.
My pup was already up and playing with his cars when I walked in. "Good morning, Nicky." I greeted him. He waved to me. "Ready to get dressed an
