Anthony's POV
Marcus and I had finished the bottle of whiskey and I still wasn't feeling any better, if anything it made me miss Lauren even more. I didn't want to go back home because I would have to sleep in a separate room knowing very well that she was only a few feet away from me.
I might still be angry at her but it is very much clear that I am still very much in love with her. I suppose that on its own is what is making this whole situation much harder. I have never been in love before, not like I was in love with Lauren.
I never even thought that it could happen to me, I said that because I had done so many bad things in my life before she came along, I was the kind of man who thought that they didn't deserve to be loved. I didn't think that it was even possible for anyone to lo
