Anthony's POV
I was so angry, I could have killed Lauren, I felt like I was drowning like I couldn't breathe because I simply couldn't bear the thought of not being with her, but the thought of her being with another man was killing me inside.
This is why I find myself at the crossroads, a battle between my heart and mind. My mind can't forget what she did, and it is telling me to let her go, but my heart, on the other hand, my heart longs for her, my soul longs for her.
I don't know if I can forgive her, but at the same time, I don't think that I can let her go. What do I do in a situation like this? I hate that I have to pretend that everything is fine because it is not. My mother is not making things any easier.
I thought about leaving and going back to the States but I knew that
