NATHALIE
Finally, it's the day that I am going to ruin my life once and for all.
I still can't believe that this is really happening.
How did I end up in all this mess?.
Now what am I going to say when the media ask me of an identification card of being a certified Nanny, I heard they give that these days.
Oh gosh! I'm really freaking out right now.
"Are you ready?" Benjamin asks.
"No, I am not" I answer, rubbing my hands together.
"Come on, it's not that scary" he says and laugh.
Does he thinks that this is funny. Well, it's apparently not because I'm about to go straight to the gossip seeking monsters.
"At first, I thought it would be scary at first but brother held my hand and then it didn't seem scary at all" he says.
'But your brother is not here to hold my hand now' tha
