NATHALIE
I keep thinking as I was sitting in the cab.
Now Mr Hudson has told the media that I am just a Nanny but the truth is I ain't.
I never am and I never will be.
At least that is what I thought but now it seems like it is about to change.
I only lied to save myself from being thrown out from the house the other time and now things are getting out of hand.
How am I gonna get myself out of this situation now before it gets even messier?.
Maybe I should just gather up some courage and tell him the truth.
I am sure he will understand. It is better to tell the truth than to keep adding to the piles of lies, isn't it?
OK, let me give it a try.
I'll imagine telling him the truth and the way he reacts.
Here I am, walking over to him and I say.
"Hey, there is something I want
