Paityn's POV: Sitting at my desk, the following Wednesday after that date with Sam, and I just seem to fumble with my pen as I lean my head on my hand at my desk. I took the first couple of days off of work because of the incident on Friday. It didn't sink in right away after it had happened, but the death of Sam actually does bother me. I understand that his actions there towards the end were not his own and that just makes it harder. The moment I walked into the office this morning and saw his cubicle I felt tears burn my eyes. Everyone else just looked at me as I walked past as if I was the one who killed him. In a way, I am. If it wasn't for me or Isaiah, Amado never would have gone after him and had gotten him involved and he would still be here today doing his daily w