Confessions of a Bachelor

CHAPTER 5

Ever since that night when Steve found out about Greg, he had become sweeter to him. He began to understand why Greg was behaving that way. He also knew that Greg was not only fulfilling his job, but he was attentive because he was attracted to him. Steve was happy about it but kept his feelings to himself.

“Greg, where do you want to have dinner tonight?” Steve asked Greg one day when they were on their way home.

Greg was already wondering why Steve was so interested in him the past few days.

“We can just eat at home.” He answered while focusing his attention on the road.

“I want to treat you to something delicious and expensive.” Steve insisted.

“What for?” Greg suddenly asked.

“Well, just because.”

“If there’s no reason then let’s just head home. You’re tired. Wouldn’t you want to have rest?”

“Okay, I want to eat out. I want to treat you to a nice dinner as a way of saying thank you.”

“What’s wrong with you?” Greg laughed softly.

“There’s nothing wrong with me. I just felt that you deserve to have a nice and delicious dinner after a long day and for your hard work.”

Greg knew that he wouldn’t win this argument. He then looked for a nice restaurant while driving then parked on the one that they frequent because it was Steve’s favorite.

“Thanks for choosing this.” Steve thanked Greg while holding him on his shoulder. Greg was startled with Steve’s gesture but ignored it and just laughed. At the back of his mind, he felt giddy when Steve touched his shoulder.

When they were seated, Greg ordered the usual food that Steve wanted.

“You have to order also what you like.” Steve told Greg.

Greg thought that Steve was not his usual self today. He seemed to put so much attention to him.

“Don’t worry, Steve. I ordered those because I also like them.”

Then they nodded on the waiter. He left and returned with two cups and a kettle filled with hot tea.

Steve immediately took the kettle and poured tea on Greg’s cup. Greg normally did that, so he was shocked when Steve beat him to it.

“Steve, thank you. But you don’t have to do that. Come on, give me that so I can pour tea on your cup.”

Steve obliged and handed the kettle to Greg. Greg poured tea on Steve’s cup.

While they were having tea, Greg already noticed that Steve was checking him out. He was eyeing him intently.

“Steve, what’s up? Did I do something wrong to you?” Greg was curious and really wanted to know why Steve was behaving that way.

Steve laughed and apologized.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I must have made you feel uncomfortable. I’m really sorry. I was not looking at you. I was just thinking of something.” Steve lied then finished his tea.

Greg also finished his tea silently. When the food was served, Steve once again started serving food on Greg’s plate.

Greg stopped Steve and held his hand. They both looked at each other for a few seconds when Greg touched Steve. Greg was the first to speak.

“I’m sorry. I just want you to stop serving me. You’ve been like that lately and it really makes me uncomfortable.”

Steve became serious. He was contemplating if he would tell Greg the truth that he knew what he did to him, or to his member to be precise. Steve wanted to tell him that he liked it and that he wouldn’t want Greg to leave him. He wanted Greg to stay by his side so they could enjoy having s*x and be happy for the rest of their lives.

But no words came out of Steve’s mouth. He became speechless and didn’t know what to say. He didn’t even know how to start.

“Okay Greg, I’m sorry. I thought that I was just doing you a favor because I really appreciate all the help that you’re giving me.”

“Steve, please remember that you’re paying me for anything and for everything that I do for you. If you’re feeling guilty about it, then don’t. I’m happy to be doing my job.”

Steve just shrugged his shoulders then they ate in silence. Greg felt awkward and thought that he hurt Steve’s feelings. Maybe he was just really appreciative. I was wrong to stop him in doing something that makes him happy. Greg wanted to lighten the mood and to make it up to Steve for hurting his feelings so he asked Steve if he can order wine for them. He knew that Steve liked drinking wine.

“Sure, I think it’ll be okay if you want to drink. Don’t worry I won’t drink much so I can drive for us.”

Greg ordered wine then this time, he intentionally didn’t touch the bottle when it was served to them. He let Steve pour wine on his glass. He wanted Steve to feel at ease again toward him and serve him.

Steve got the hint then took the bottle and poured wine on Greg's glass. Then he thanked Greg. “Thank you, Greg. You allowed me to do it for you.”

Greg raised his glass and waited for Steve to raise his own glass.

“For the appreciation of my boss! Cheers!” Greg recited a simple and short toast that made Steve laugh.

“Cheers!” Steve raised his glass and clinked with Greg’s.

True to his words, Steve remained sober the whole night and poured more wine on Greg’s glass. When they finished the bottle, Greg was already drunk so Steve took the driver’s seat when they went home. When they arrived at their unit, he walked Greg to his room. One arm wrapped around Greg’s waist and the other holding Greg’s arms which were draped on his shoulders. He could smell Greg’s male scent and it brought chills down his spine. Steve felt a weird kind of excitement.

This must be the same feeling you have Greg, whenever I am drunk. Steve thought to himself.

When he lay Greg down, he was unconscious and dead drunk. Steve suddenly felt that urge that he hadn’t felt before. This was the first time that he felt nervous and excited at the same time. Steve removed his own pants first. Then he lay down beside Greg and started kissing him on the lips.

Greg didn’t wake up. He didn’t even move. Steve unbuttoned Greg’s polo and opened it slowly. He then trailed his tongue on Greg’s chest down to his abdomen. He unbuckled the belt and opened Greg’s pants. Steve was amazed when he slid his hand inside the boxers and felt Greg’s manhood. It was warm and smooth. He pulled it out from the boxers and rubbed it slowly with his hand. He bent his head then slowly sucked Greg while gently caressing its length. It grew bigger and harder until Steve could no longer stop. He continued until he felt that Greg’s c*m oozed out and filled his mouth.

Steve was so aroused, but he wanted Greg to touch him like what he just did to him. He tried to kiss Greg on the lips with hopes that he would wake up, but he didn’t get any response. Greg was really drunk and was in a deep sleep. Steve just got up and left the room.

Before going to bed, he took a shower and jacked off until he came out. Steve moaned so loud and shouted Greg’s name. When he calmed down, he realized that he just called out Greg’s name. He was even imagining his face when he climaxed.

When Greg woke up the next day, he noticed that his pants were still on, but it was open. His shirt was also open. Hmm, I wonder what happened last night. Did I pass out?

Greg took a shower and went straight to the kitchen to prepare their breakfast. Steve went out of his room and went straight to the kitchen and made a cup of coffee for himself. When Greg greeted him, he just nodded, and he looked sleepy. Greg just ignored him and continued cooking bacon and eggs.

“What’s our schedule today?” Steve asked.

“Today is Saturday. You mentioned last time that you wanted to visit the mansion. Are you still up to it? You don’t look good, you might as well take a rest today.”

“Hmm...I need to go there. I promised mom that we’ll go home this weekend. And dad’s waiting for my update.”

“Okay then. That’s settled. Have breakfast then let’s move.”

Steve sat on the chair and ate heartily. Greg was happy seeing Steve enjoying his food.

“Is it that good? Eat slowly or you might get indigestion.” Greg warned Steve.

“I’m really hungry. And this bacon tastes good. Thanks Greg.”

Greg felt uncomfortable that Steve always thanked him lately.

“Steve, how many times do I have to tell you to stop thanking me? I’m being paid to do my job. In fact, I should be the one thanking you. I knew that you took me home last night.”

“Yeah. You gave me a hard time. You were really heavy, Greg.”

“I know. That’s why I was worried that you might have sprained your back or your shoulders.”

“It’s alright. I’m fine Greg. But don’t you really remember anything?”

“Why?” Greg asked. “Did something happen last night?”

Steve chewed on his food before answering Greg. He was not sure if it was okay to tell Greg that he sucked him and that he came. Steve was not that comfortable yet to talk about it so he decided to just keep it to himself.

“Uh, nothing.”

“Okay. Did I strip when we were in the restaurant? My clothes were undone.”

“Oh that. I actually tried to remove your clothes, so you’ll feel more comfortable, but I realized that you’re heavy and I already had a hard time carrying you from the car. I was out of breathe so I decided to just leave you like that.”

Greg nodded and mumbled his appreciation.

When they were on their way to the mansion, Greg started calling his mom and dad to let them know that they were on their way.

Then she called Karen. He pressed the speaker on.

“Hi Karen.” While Greg was waiting for Karen’s response, he glanced at Steve but he looked away and stared out the window. What was wrong with this guy?

“Hello? Greg?”

“Yes, Karen! Hi!”

“Oh, hi, Greg! How have you been? Haven’t heard from you for a long time!”

“I apologize, Karen. I was just too busy. But I’m on my way now to the mansion. I’m with Steve, actually.”

“Really? Can we meet?”

“Of course. That’s why I called you so I can invite you and we can go out later.”

“Okay! I’m so excited to see you Greg!”

Steve heard everything clearly and couldn’t understand himself why he was feeling annoyed hearing them talk on the phone.

AT THE MANSION, Steve’s parents were excitedly waiting for him. They heard from their reliable sources that the Javier Group of Companies is leading in the industry. They’ve heard about the investors coming in especially in their airline business.

“I am really happy with the way Steve is running the business.” Julius Javier said. They were having coffee at the veranda of their room, overlooking the vast expansion where their mansion stood.

“I am, too. I am very proud of our son.” Remedios Javier replied.

“I hope that when it’s time for him to know the truth, he wouldn’t take it against us.” Julius was worried that Steve might not accept the truth about his being.

“Do you think we should tell him the truth now?”

“No, I don’t think that this is the right time to tell him about it. He’s coming home to bring us the good news. Any news about him being adopted will only ruin his mood.”

“You’re right. We never know. He may not take it well.” Remedios’s face showed a worried look.

“Come on. Let us not talk about it, it’s just making you sad.”

Remedios sipped from her cup then reminisced on the old days when they got Steve.

When they were young and a newly married couple, this mansion was the first property that they have built. It was in this veranda where they planned how many children would they raise. What to name their children. What courses should their children take.

But two years after the marriage, they were still not blessed with a single child so they consulted their family doctor. Remedios remembered that she couldn’t stop crying upon hearing the doctor say that she cannot bear a child because she had a problem in her uterus. She was injected with a relaxant just so she could stop crying. The doctor asked her to lay down on the bed inside her clinic to rest for a while.

She heard the doctor and Julius talked about their situation. Julius asked the doctor to keep it confidential. He was worried that it might affect their business. The Board of Directors might think of taking over the company if he won't have a successor. The doctor agreed to keep it as a secret.

That was the time when they decided to go to an orphanage and just adopt a son. When they arrived at the Home for the Angels Foundation which was located in Manila, they were fortunate that someone had just left a newborn baby at the entrance gate. Remedios and Julius agreed at once that they wanted to adopt that baby.

Now, while finishing her coffee, Remedios can’t help but cry remembering those years in their life.

“Julius, I still believe that Steve was God’s gift to us.”

“Yes, I do believe, too. No one knew who left him in the orphanage. It was as if he was sent there because we were coming for him.”

“I know.”

“We were also fortunate to have Rowena. Who would have taken care of Steve if Rowena didn’t come to apply as a nanny. She was very dedicated and loved Steve as her own.”

Remedios shot him a look. Julius saw it and laughed at her reaction. He walked toward Remedios and placed his hand on her shoulders. “Come on, I just mentioned Rowena. I know that you were also a good mom to Steve.”

Remedios just remained silent afterward.

Steve and Greg arrived an hour later. They were too excited and went their separate ways once inside the mansion. Greg went straight to the kitchen because he knew that he would find his mom there. Steve went upstairs and found his parents in the study.

“Mom! Dad!” Steve walked toward her mother first then hugged her. He stood and tapped his dad’s shoulder as a way of greeting him.

“How was your drive here?” his mother asked him.

“Well, it was smooth. I’m with Greg, he drove us here.”

“Oh, right. Where is Greg?” His father excitedly asked.

“He’s downstairs. I guess he went to see his mom.”

“Let’s go. It’s almost lunchtime and I’m sure the table is already prepared.” His father stood and led the way to the dining room.

“Yes, I’m sure you’re starving, Steve. Did you have breakfast?” Remedios and Steve walked out of the room, arm in arm.

“Yes mom. Greg prepared breakfast for us. Greg cooks well.”

“That’s good to hear. At least there’s someone who takes care of you.”

When they arrived at the dining room, the table was ready and Greg was there, standing beside her mother who was arranging the foods on the table. They both looked up when they heard voices coming from the hallway.

“Hi Greg!” Julius was excited and immediately went to Greg and shook his hands.

“Hi Sir!” Greg took Julius’ hand then turned to Remedios and bowed his head. “Hi, Ma’am. It’s good to see you.”

“Greg, thank you for taking care of Steve.” Remedios said then went on. “He just told me that you cook well and he never skipped a single meal in a day.”

Greg laughed and shot Steve a glance before answering Mrs. Javier. “Don’t mention it, Ma’am. It’s my duty to serve Steve.”

Greg’s mother who was standing beside Greg was so proud of her son. Then suddenly, she was startled that Steve was already on her side and was giving her a hug. “How are you my nanny? I miss you. I miss that smell.” Steve said sweetly.

They all laughed. They were used to seeing Steve cuddle his nanny. Steve hadn’t changed. He still acted like a child whenever he saw his nanny.

Before they started their lunch, Julius invited Greg to sit with them.

“Come, eat with us Greg. You are already like a son to us.”

“Oh, thank you, Sir. But I’ll just eat with my parents later.”

Remedios waved her hand at Rowena. “Rowena, call Daniel. Tell him to hurry and we should all have lunch together.” Rowena hurriedly went to the dirty kitchen where Daniel was helping in tidying up the dishes.

“Daniel, hurry up. Madam called for you.”

While wiping his hands on his apron, Daniel stood and walked behind Rowena.

“Hi, Daniel! Come sit with us, let’s all have lunch together.” Remedios told Daniel.

Daniel shyly took the seat opposite Julius. Then Greg sat beside Steve, while Rowena sat beside Remedios.

“I am happy to see us all together.” Julius said before saying the prayers for meals.

“Thank you for the food.” Steve and Greg said in unison. Then they both laughed. They looked good together, both good looking, and both have happy faces. Both their parents were staring at them with pride.

“Pa, have you heard about our new investor in the airline business?” Steve reported while everyone started eating.

“Oh yes, yes. I’m so proud of you son that you were able to sign up Mr. Tan. He is a known business tycoon and having him as our partner will definitely take us far.”

“Yes, pa. The Board is actually suggesting that we expand the airline business to international flights.”

“That’s good to hear, Steve!” His mom blurted out in excitement.

“Yes, ma, don’t worry, we’re working on that. Greg is trying to finish his financial report to guide us well and to look at the feasibility of the business.”

“I am also thankful to you, Greg.” Julius told Greg. “You even help Steve in his financial matters.”

“Thank you Sir.”

“Pa, Steve is really good in finance and accounting. He just graduated from Accountancy but is already a big help in the company.”

“Yes, I know.” Julius answered.

“And I heard that you’ve been contributing well in Steve’s decision making.”

“Yes, Ma. You’re right, Greg studies and does background check of the potential investors before he sets a meeting.”

“Wow, I’m really proud of you Greg.”

“I’m just doing my job, Sir, but thank you.” Greg secretly pinched Steve’s thigh under the table to stop him from bragging about him. He felt uncomfortable with all the praises.

Steve just threw him a smile and winked at him. Greg shook his head in defeat then silently ate his lunch.

“Ma, when we finished acquisition of new units and when the international flight is launched, I want you and Papa to join the first flight. That would be commemorative.”

“Of course, let’s do that Julius!”

“Okay, no problem. I guess it’s time that we enjoy and travel the world while we’re still able to do it.”

“Wow, when would that be, Steve? I’m excited!”

“Soon, Ma. I’ll let you and Papa know first.”

They all ended their lunch happily. Then Greg got up and excused himself.

“Why Greg? Where are you going?” Remedios asked.

Steve quickly answered for Steve.

“He has a date, ma.”

“You mean you have a girlfriend, Greg?” Julius asked excitedly.

“Yes Sir.” Greg answered shyly.

“That’s good to hear.” Julius turned to Daniel. “Do you know about it?”

Rowena answered on behalf of Daniel who was very shy. “Yes. We already met Karen.”

“Well, Steve, I’m envious. How about you? When are you going to bring your girlfriend here?” Remedios asked Steve lovingly.

“Ma, that’s not my priority right now. I’m so busy with work. Don’t worry, when I reach 50, girls would still line up to have me. I think I’d have time for marriage when that time comes.”

They all laughed then Greg said goodbye again.

“Greg, don’t stay out too late.” Rowena called after him.

“Yes ma!” Then Greg ran towards the door.

Steve didn’t go out but just stayed inside his room for the rest of the day.

How come Greg's attracted to me but at the same time has a girlfriend? Does Greg love me? Or he was just toying with me?

Steve himself was confused with what he was feeling toward Greg, and he admitted to himself that he felt a bit jealous of the thought that Greg had a girlfriend. He wanted to have Greg’s full attention on him alone. Then he suddenly realized. Am I becoming obsessed of Greg? Am I the only one feeling this way? These are questions that remained unanswered until Steve fell asleep.