Oh my goddess! She has said she will think about being with me and I don’t even think I asked her to, did I? Or
at least not this time anyway. But I am not going to pressure her, I need to do this the right way, the best way I can. I have messed things up too much with her before. I can’t do that anymore, I can’t risk losing her again. I don’t think I would get another chance.
Though right now, I cannot help the soft, mushy feeling inside of me or the massive smile on my face. So I think it is safe to say she knows I am happy. So, even if I try to play it cool, I have a feeling that would likely be pointless. I think she can easily read me like a book anyway, so trying to hide how I am feeling is a highly pointless endeavor right now......
Besides, I need to be realistic, she hasn’t sa
