Allison’s POV I feel like I’m being watched, like eyes are constantly on me but I refuse to look in the direction of the gaze. I just keep on reading and counting the minutes till the bell rings and class resume. Finally. “Kelly, you coming, or go on ahead?” “I’m coming with you now, bye Ryder” she is blushing so hard that it is impossible to hide the redness in her face. I just want to leave so quickly. How do I cope with seeing my friend with my ex? It hurts and the pain is becoming unbearable. Flashes of the rejection invade my mind but I fight to suppress it. I genuinely like Kelly but how do I tell her about my rejection with Ryder, without exposing all the wolf stuff. Is it even advisable to bring up heartbreak of the pass? I almost feel like I’m entering the shadows of despair