To Endure A Little More

EIGHT

*Aelia Points Of View* 

Pretending it's a throne, I sit on the pile of clothes that Luan dumped out of Jeremy's [formerly] orderly and neat closet, turning his room into a mess. The room that looked so tidied up just a while ago now looked like a dumpster of clothes. Luan throws more clothes on the bed to finally find himself a pair of plain shorts for the night. Feeling defeated, after searching through a million clothes to find something cozy to wear that strikes his taste, he decides to sleep shirtless in the shorts he just found himself. He slides all the clothes from the king sized bed, along with me who was cozied up in the large pile of garments, and dumps us on the ground.

Jerk.

He turns on the heater and puts his hands under his head for support before closing his eyes, leaving me and the mess as it is. I heave a sigh at him before getting up on my feet and seek to fix the mess. For a man, I must say Jeremy has great sense of clothing which I started to appreciate while folding every outfit properly and keeping it back in his wardrobe.

Luan squints his eyes open, wondering why the lights are still on and throws me a look, finding me cleaning the room.

"You know, you don't have to do that. He has like six personal maids who can fix this for him." He says, waiting for me to stop putting my effort in tidying Jeremy's wardrobe and let myself sleep instead.

"I don't think the way you do, Luan Aldrin." I say simply, continuing on with my work.

"What does that suppose to mean..." He says while I decided to simply ignore, throwing him the same attitude he has been showing me. "Wait, you don't have a thing for him, do you?" His words make me furrow my brows before my eyes go wide. "I saw the way you smiled when he kissed you on the cheeks.  You didn't even react that way when I kissed you in front a hundred people on the lips."

My face goes flustered by his words as cheeks turn red and I find nothing to stop him with a response. His kiss had a different sort of effect on me, to speak about. It consumed me, awakened every living cell in my body, made my heart race and my blood rush, left me breathless and bereft of speech. That's the kind of reaction I felt towards his action which scared me. While Jeremy's made me feel loved and special. I was aware of his feelings and despite his perverted moves that he finds cool sometimes because of the bad company he is with at the academy, his little actions and lively, pure eyes which look like they are almost animated, that show me the love that comes from the depth of his heart makes me feel happy and special although the feelings weren't mutual; I believe.

Probably it was because he was unaware of my true identity and yet without judgment, loved me for who he knew me to be. Exactly what I once wished for when I was building up my invented identification, after returning to the town where every piece of my prior life crumbled.

I was out of any words that could help me explain what was on my mind to the man who was hoping for a reply that'd satisfy him. And so I decide to serve him silence again. I continue to fold the clothes and placing them in their designated spot in Jeremy's closet. The silence engulfs the room and the only sound I can hear is my deep breath and heart throbbing in my chest.

It's not long before I'm finally done. Satisfied with my effort's outcome, I decide to let my body get some rest. I turn around to find Luan asleep and I take the risk to quickly change my clothes. I wear a pair of Jeremy's shorts which thankfully had adjustment strings attached which helped me tie it tight to fit me. And I take off my shirt afterwards to wear one of his T-shirts which were oversized on me but were comfortable enough for me to spend the night in. But soon before I could make another action to get ready for sleep, I feel a presence behind me. Gasp!

Hot breath falls on the back of my neck as Luan moves my hair over my shoulder to another side and his head travels towards my ears. His lips barely grazed over my ear lobe and blood rushes through my veins in great pace as if they were about to pop. This fingertips make contact with the skin on my shoulder, slowly making there way down my arm to meet my hand. Every cell in my body that he makes contact burns with arousal, getting sent into a spin and my heart races.

"What are you doing?" I force out a mumble but it seems as if I've lost my voice.

"Let me be the one to whisper in your ears..." he says as I find the urge to moan, hearing his deep husky voice from up so close but my mind fights my body.

"Let me paint the pictures in your mind..." his seduction continues and I can barely hold myself back but in my mind, constantly rings the dedication that I cannot give up to him again; and the fact that I haven't broken up with Harvey so letting Luan win at his game would make me cheat on my boyfriend and make me no less than who Harvey turned out to be.

"Let me touch you..." oh no, No! I can feel myself lose it by the second and I must not let that happen.

 "Let me make you feel the way anybody ever could but what you really crave..." And that's when my body snaps and I can't hold back any longer; I give out. He plays with the strap of my bra and his chest meets my bare back, making chills run down my spine. He teasingly rubs against my behind and a moan leaves me. He takes it as a hint and spins me to turn me around.

"Let me seduce you to love me again, with your own consent." He turns me around with a quick step and pins me against the wall. He looks into my eyes, looking for permission although his eyes told me he wouldn't listen to me either way. He was just doing formalities and I scoff at him, raising his curiosity.

"So goddamn plaguy." I push him to back away, hard on the chest and he sends me the devil's brow raise. It's only a testing second until our greed and the lust in the air takes over my sanity and my lips crash onto his. He immediately responds and the same old feelings return. The kiss consumes me, awakening every living cell in my body, making my heart race and my blood rush, leaving me breathless and bereft of speech. Yet, it all feels so new, making me crave him more.

He hungrily pulls at my bottom lip, almost leaving it bruised as I moan into his mouth in pleasure, feeling filled up with satisfaction. His tongue slips in and fills up the emptiness in my mouth and our tongues dance together while his hands explore every inch of my body, leaving a wonder striking effect on every bit of skin he lands his hands on. Not getting enough of his mouth, I trail kisses down his jawline to his collarbone with the desperate urge to take in all of him at once, before using his trick and meeting his eyes for consent and he sends me the hint that I'd be fine to mark him. I make art on his neck as he throws his head back and enjoys the moment.

He lifts me up and we land on the bed. Desperate to take the lead, I sit on his lap, working against his hips and grinding over his crotch as his boner grows. His large hands grab at my ass and my hips speed up, making a moan leave our purple bruised lips. The pleasure takes over my body and a knot builds up in my stomach and he quickly switches places. He smirks at me as he hovers on top of me and his large hands take possession over my breasts. He kneads them, pulling on one of my n*****s and sucking on the other as countless moans leave my mouth.

"Luan!" His name rolls out of my mouth and this brings him great pleasure. He continues to please me and I'm totally consumed by the lust in the air. My undergarments are discarded. His fingers find my core and dig in and my legs react in delight. He works his hand on me without regard and my body jolts up in thrill. My reaction pleases him to a far extent and his fingers thrust deeper into me and my hips move in sync. The knot in my stomach builds up again as I reach my high as he suddenly pulls out. I groan out of impatience, unsatisfied.

"Chill, babygirl. Don't you want the greater deal?" He says as his pulls down the shorts and his huge member meets my sight. My insanity far crosses me and I gulp. 

"Luan..." His name leaves my lips again and at my ears hearing his name, consent and conscious strikes in me. My eyes widen realizing what I am doing and I panic internally but my body is still lost in a trance.

"Afraid you can't take my length in?" He smirks widely. "Let's chance on it, found a condom in Jeremy's wardrobe." He winks and that's when further realization hits me. He planned this all along. Before I could protest and stop him, he positions himself at my entrance and looks at me for approval as my body loses it again. 

Without getting the hint that I'd like for him to stop because I believe what we are doing should be labelled as wrong, or at least go slow so that I could adjust, he thrusts in deeply and my breath gets caught in my throat and my eyes roll back as he fills me in completely. My walls hug his length tightly as he starts to move and the friction causes wonders. No hint of conscience and seal of approval remains in our senses as countless moans escape from our mouths and engulfs the silence of the room.

The lust and needy eagerness in the room is intruded and a voice speaks in, snatching away their blind craving for each other that consumed us, and brings in our sanity.

"Guys... you alright?" Jeremy speaks from outside the door as Luan puts on his shorts and walks up to the door to open it for him.

"Beyond doubt." Luan smirks. "We just sinned on your bed."