Michael came back to reality with his hands still over his mouth. Quickly, he covered his eyes under his glasses so Jack couldn`t see his expression. He wanted to feel bad, guilty, for what just happened again but all he could feel now was Jack softly, gently, wiping down his abdomen as the aftershocks of pleasure still shuddered through his body. Feeling Jack`s tender, silent attentions was like someone tearing out the bricks of the wall around his heart, causing it to beat wildly and his chest to tighten painfully. He tried desperately to keep his emotions at bay, to keep Jack away from his heart, but it felt too much like he was being loved, cherished, and Michael just couldn`t take it anymore. A dam broke inside him and tears started slipping past his fingers, even as he tried to