Waiting for Her Mate

Chapter 8

I came back from a run trying to think of a way to make things better but I never realised that things have changed so much, I always thought that I was trying to make things better and helping resolve things by trying to take the pain away but when did things change so much?

Did I do something wrong?

Was it something I did make things become this way?

Was it my fault I was trying to help?

Why was this happening?

There were so many questions swirling in my head making me dizzy as my wolf whimpered at my thoughts. I looked around trying to understand where everyone else was when I was forced to look back at the person in front of me. My wolf and I were always in alert when he was around because for some reason the way he looked at us made shivers run down our spine and when I say shivers, they were not the right kind of shivers, the scary ones, the creepy ones that made me want to put as much distance as possible between us. I was trying to find something or someone who can help me out of this situation but I couldn't find anything and that made my heart pound in my chest as panic started rising inside me.

I was here because I wanted to help someone who I loved the most but that one person was nowhere to be found when she told me earlier I thought I made my point clear about what I wanted to do and I remember saying no very clearly before I went out for a run to calm myself down. My wolf was getting angry clawing inside my head wanting to come out and snapping his neck shredding this piece of junk so no one can identify who he was. I had to try hard to keep her in because I knew I can't kill a pack member but that doesn't mean I can't defend myself. I was pulled out of my thought when the man in front of me squeezed my chin hard to get my attention as a smirk made a way to his face.

'Let me out Saige, I am going to kill this piece of s**t, cut him to pieces and feed him to the rouges' Snow growled at me and I had to roll my eyes

'Snow, you know very well I want nothing else than to throw him away from us but we can't kill a pack member but we will report him to the Alpha' I said trying to be calm and she growled again

'Believe me, before you can even take a step forward to report him you will have to change your decision' She yelled at me triggering a headache and I winced internally

'What do you mean?' I asked but before I could get an answer the junk in front of squeezed my chin harder

"What the hell do you want?" I growled and he laughed at me menacingly

"You know what I want because I am sure she told you" he said with a smirk and I wanted to smack him in the face

'That makes the two of us' Snow commented

'Could you be quiet for a minute, please? I have to get rid of this man' I replied annoyed and a low growl released her lips making me roll my eyes at her

"I am sure she told you I want nothing to do with you, so leave me alone" I yelled back at him and he laughed loudly

"Who said I can't get what I want if you deny" he said with a raised eyebrow his evil smirk never leaving his face

"I would like to see you try because I am sure you are aware that my father would know immediately if you did anything to me without my acceptance and then you would be killed" I retorted with a laugh of my own as he looked at me with anger as his features turned more dangerous

"You think that would stop me?" he asked in a loud voice and worry started creeping in my heart

"Why would it not because I know you don't want to die" I replied back hoping he would leave me alone

"Of course I don't want to die and I won't because I will not have you until you submit to me and that is a promise but that doesn't mean I can't make you willingly submit to me" he said with a growl and now I was on full-on panic mode but I would be damned if showed that to him

"You could never make me submit to you" I said as a growl escaped my lips and he laughed evilly at me

"That is what you think sweetheart, you will have to submit to me when I torture you with all the special silver weapons I have for you" he laughed and my body turned cold

"You think you will torture me and I will take the abuse quietly?" I questioned and he smirked at me again

"Oh! You will not because you can't" he said as his eyes showed nothing but madness

"I can and I will" I yelled at him as he laughed even more when suddenly my attention was pulled away from him

"You won't do anything and if you don't agree then the consequences are your fault" I heard a voice I knew all to well say, I turned and my eyes met with the person who I thought loved me as tears slipped down my eyes

"Why mom? Why would you want to hurt me?" I whispered as I felt my throat dry and tears slipped uncontrollably through my eyes down my cheeks as she gave me a cold laugh

"I wouldn't have wanted to hurt you if you would just agree to me" she said looking at me with cold eyes

"You know I won't do that still you are asking me to do something so disgusting" I said as my tone was accusatory and I looked at her with sad eyes and she shook her head

"There's nothing wrong with that" she said and this time I was the shaking my head

"Everything about that is wrong mom, I promise I will get you everything you want but I won't submit to a man who isn't my mate" I said as her face now had a hard expression

"I never thought I would do something like this if it is the only way to get you to agree to my demands then I will" she said and for the first time in my life her voice sounded cruel

"Mom, you know I am a warrior and I can fight him" I said with a sarcastic laugh

"Oh! I know you can take him down easily because you are the daughter of the might Beta Marcus but will attack his partner in crime too?" she asked with a smirk on her face

"What makes you think I won't? I can take five warriors at a time" I replied confusion marring my face

"Will you still attack him and his partner if the partner to torcher you is your mother?" she said laughing at me ruthlessly, I have always loved her and thought she loved me too but now I am not so sure

"Mom, you can't do that. I am your daughter" I said but she didn't even move an inch

"Oh! I can and I will because if you were my daughter you would agree to everything I say" she yelled at me as her anger came to surface turning her face red

"Mom, I have always done things you wanted me too and you know that I will do everything you want me to except for this" I replied pleading her to stop the madness

"Not good enough if I had to torture you to get you to submit so be it but tell me will you attack us if I were one of your tormentors" she as the both of them laughed at me ruthlessly

'Saige tell her you will fight her if she goes to that extent' Snow yelled at me and I shook my head at her

'Snow she is our mother we can't attack her or hurt her' I said sadly and she looked at me with sad eyes

'It's up to you Saige, remember what I said, I am and I will always be with you no matter what you decide' she said at me but the sadness in her voice was as clear as the day

'Thank you, Snow, I love you' I whispered in my head and she gave me a small smile

'I love you too' she whispered back retreating to the back of my mind as I looked up to see my mother smiling at me cruelly

"Mom you know very well that I would never hurt you then why are you doing this" I asked the woman who I once knew as our loving and caring mother

"So I can get what I want, after the torture, you will submit to us and that is what I want" she replied and I felt my anger bubbling to surface again

"You really think your torture can make me submit, it won't and believe me you will not even have the honour to hear me scream. I won't tell anyone about it because it involves you but I will never forgive you for putting me through this, you know what do your worst" I yelled at her and turned red in anger dragging me through the living room to the underground basement, she threw me on the ground as Robert walked in behind her and they smirked at me evilly before starting their torture session using all types of deadly tools they could think of, they even had silver and wolfsbane that they used on me ruthlessly wanting to slow my healing but they didn't know that the effect of wolfsbane is comparatively lesser on me because I am a white wolf. The only thing that affected me the most was the silver tools they used on me, the torture went on for hours and true to my words I didn't even whimper but it really pained like hell and I was not alone the only strength was that I had Snow with me who was there for me and we shared our pain with each other like we always did. And for once I was really happy that the twins didn't trust mom and chose to stay with dad otherwise it could have been them in my place, the thought itself made shivers run down my spine as I shook my head throwing the thought out of mind. After going on for hours they were finally tired because they stopped the torture dragging me upstairs to my room, the threw me inside and walked out locking the door from the outside. I was already drained but I dragged my feet up to lock the room from the inside like I always did since the day we arrived here, I never felt safe here and now I don't trust any of them. I walked inside the bathroom stripping myself as I turned the shower on, I let the hot water run through my body as it burned my wounds, I ignored the pain and once I was done in the shower I walked out pulling on a pair of pyjamas and collapsed in my bed blacking out for the night