Waiting for Her Mate

Chapter 7

It has been a few days since we moved to the new pack, I have started training the newly shifted pups and they have been doing well in their self-defence so far. They tend to adapt to things quite quickly, everyone here is really is nice and kind, I met with the head warrior and the third in command of our packs who happens to be the Alpha's brother. They have been really helpful, they know everything about my situation and they keep encouraging me with things to help me open up to them. I have spoken to dad on the phone a couple of times and he has been asking me to move back to the packhouse as soon as I can but nothing I try to convince mom works. She has made it clear that we will be staying in her friend's house and that the packhouse is not to her liking, I tried to tell her about how I felt with Robert around but she didn't listen to me. She said that I will have to do as she says and that she wants to live her life peacefully with everything she could get, she said she wants money and luxuries, I told her I would get everything she wants that I will earn everything for her and that would make us more happy but she didn't want to lose anything she got from Robert. I have been feeling off from the last few days, the only time I have felt in peace was when I am training but all the other times I have been getting this feeling that something bad was about to happen and I didn't know what it was.

I even went to the school to meet my sisters and they were really very angry and upset with the fact that I would to Silver Moon that too without telling them about it. I told them the reason behind my decision and they were, even more, angrier at mom than before, I tried my best to make them understand that we don't how much it would have hurt our parents to have gone through the pain of rejection and they said that it was only painful for dad and mom's pain didn't matter to them because they think she deserved it because she was never there to care for her family. Although I agree that mom wasn't there most of the times for us but that doesn't change the fact that she loved us a lot and that neither she nor dad deserve to have gone through so much pain. No one in this world deserves to go through any pain and especially not the pain of rejection. We spoke with each other and I asked them about school, I told them how much I love them and that I have missed them a lot this entire time, they said they have been missing me too and we cried with each other when it was time for me to go back.

I am also meeting Victor and Seth today, we had a cup of coffee in the cafe near to our school, we caught with each other on how we spent this entire week and how much we missed the other. They told me that Damien has been very angry with my decision to move out of the pack, he was angrier because I gave up my position as the Beta. Although we barely talked to each other still we have been silent friends who cared and supported the other whenever it was required. Victor said that he was upset that I didn't speak to him about anything and directly decided on giving up my position as the Beta, I told them that I really didn't have any option because I couldn't let mom suffer any more than she already had and it was really important to keep mom and dad away from each other for some time so they can heal from the rejection. They were avoiding going out just because they were afraid of running into each other, how long could they have done that? and I was sure that with the way they were behaving they wouldn't heal till they get the time to heal from the pain.

I also told them about us not staying at the packhouse, they asked about the pack and I told them that it was no different from Crescent Moon pack. They asked how I was feeling and I had to be honest with them because they are my best friends and I had to let my emotions out to someone I trust and they were one of the few people I trust. I told them everything about Robert and how he eyes me weirdly, how much uncomfortable I feel with him around and how mom didn't want to stay at the packhouse, I also told them about dad warning me to be on guard around Robert. Seth said that he will tell the Alpha about everything and he can command mom as her Alpha to stay at the packhouse, I denied because I didn't want to pressure mom and if she finds out that I confided the Alpha's kids about this she would never believe that what I was saying about Robert was true because she was going to think that I did that so I can get her to move to the packhouse which is partially true but that can't happen, she would hate me for something that I never did and was never my fault, I will have to convince mom on my own.

I let out a sigh as I thought about everything and I was really feeling dizzy with the things going through my head, they told me about how things have been since I left and that dad has been silent from the time I left. I know dad loves me a lot but I really didn't have an option and to be honest, if you ask me who I love the most between mom and dad I would say dad without a second thought but that doesn't mean I didn't love mom. The reason I decided to stay with mom was because I couldn't let her be left alone without anyone to care and love her. They said that Damien would be coming to Silver Moon after a few months to train because we have the head warrior and third in command here, he has already started his training there with the Alpha and dad but he will have to train under our head warrior and third too because he was not attending the Alpha training like usually, any future Alpha does, I told them to give him my best wished and I really believe he is going to be a very good Alpha. We talked for a few more minutes and then it was time for us to go back to our respective packs, we said our goodbyes and shed a few tears before walking in the woods going in the direction of our packs.

I walked behind a tree stripping myself and then shifting into Snow, she is really gorgeous I must say, we ran through the forest as I let Snow take over, she ran through the forest and we felt really very relaxed and calm because we have shifted after a long time only after making sure there was no threat around. Snow is extremely fast and I think it has something to do with her being a white wolf, she sprinted through the trees dodging through the sharp wooden logs, she walked to clearing near the river dropping my clothes and drinking the cool water happily. Once she was satisfied she walked back to pick our clothes up and walked in the direction of Robert's mansion when we reached near the mansion Snow went behind a tree letting me take over, I shifted back to myself and pulled the clothes on quickly as I walked inside the mansion where mom was waiting for me.

"Oh! Thank God you're here Saige, I was about to send out a search party for you" mom said and I looked at her confused

"Mom, I told you I was going to see my friends and I came back before time then why were you worried so much?" I asked trying to understand what was wrong here as she sighed

"Right, I actually forgot about that but anyways I wanted to talk to you about something" mom said looking at me with a smile and I nodded my head, eager to know what she wanted to talk about

"First things first, I want you to leave your job you don't need it any more. I have already spoken with the head warrior and third about it so you don't have to worry" she said and I was shocked to the say the least

"Mom, why would you do that? You know this job is very important for me" I said trying to speak more but she cut me off

"I know what I am doing Saige" she said and I nodded my head

"Remember, you said that you will earn everything I want for me and now you have the chance to do just that to make me happy. Robert has a proposal for you" she said and I looked at her wide eyes

"W..wh...what proposal?" I questioned stuttering

"It's really nothing if you ask me, you know he has always been alone because his parents died when he was a kid and he never had a sibling or any family for that matter. Poor guy, he didn't even find his mate till now, he really likes you Saige and he wants to have a relationship with you, he will take care of us both you will just have to give him a chance" she said and I felt anger rising inside of me

"Mom, do you even realise what you are saying? I call him uncle Robert and he is literally dad's age and the most important thing is I don't like him, my mate is the only one for me and I will never want anyone but my mate" I yelled as her face turned red in anger

"Mate? You want your f*****g mate? You saw what mine did with me?" she yelled at me

"I did and I will face whatever happens when I meet my mate but I don't want anyone else other than my mate in my life. You of all should know that mom and how are you even saying to me I am you daughter for God's sake, did you not feel at least bad about even thinking to ask me to do something like this? But you did it anyway, so I am saying this for the last time I will not submit to any man who is not my mate. Yes, I said I will earn everything for you and I will with my hard-earned money not by letting you sell me to your so-called friend" I yelled at her as she let out a growl

"SAIGE" she yelled at the top of her voice

"Save it" I yelled back storming out of the house both Snow and I were really upset and we didn't want to go back at least not yet, we ran through the forest in human form trying to let our sorrows out because we never once thought that we will go through something as disgusting as this