** Joel’s Point of View ** Junior and Monty arrived at my apartment early this morning. I had invited them both over for breakfast before they joined us on patrol today. I had missed both of them and had just wanted a nice breakfast, and catch up with two of the men I consider my brothers. Jasmine had made the whole morning awkward and uncomfortable. I do like my mate. She is beautiful and can be sweet, but she is also extremely insecure, sensitive, needy, and I hate to admit it, but she is driving me insane. I feel like she watches my every move, and I’m constantly looking over my shoulder, checking if she is watching me from a distance. I have come to realise in these last few days that Niall does have some better qualities than me. He is not ashamed to stand up and say he f*cked up.

