Xavier's POV I am back in the city and there is nothing that reminds me of who I am, like a morning like this. Hope and I woke up over an hour ago and neither one of us was ready to leave the house. I blame myself entirely for this. I shouldn't have joined her in the shower and maybe we would be done. I don't know what is happening to me. I have never been like this with any woman. I am always in control of my emotions and feelings. With Hope it's different. I have never been the type of guy who would change himself for anyone, least of all a woman. Then again, there is no one like Hope. She continues to surprise me every day. This morning, my wife gave me a head and it was the best head ever. I was worried that she might not know what she was doing, but it looked like I was wrong.