Knight in Shining Tuxedo

4 [SPG]

Biglang nanlambot ang mga tuhod ko. He just stared at me with his soulless eyes. I wanted to say something, but my vocal cords and mouth betrayed me. My body betrayed me... wala sa sarili akong naglakad pabalik sa kanya. Each steps I drew made our distance closer, each steps made me wanna turn and runaway, but there was nowhere to run. Not when I was trapped here.

The man waited for me as I submit to his will, hinayaan ko ang mga luha ko na tumulo kasabay ng mabibigat na mga hakbang ko papalapit sa kanya.

I've never felt so frightened all my life. Hindi ko inakala na ganito ang hahantungan ko, once he claims my virginity, there will be nothing left of me anymore. Once he claims me, I'll be fully his. My body will be sealed just for him to touch.

Tumigil ako sa harap niya, hindi ako makatingin ng diretso sa kanyang mata, I was afraid to see his deep inexpressive eyes up close. It seems like this enigmatic man can penetrate down to the deepest depths of my mind and heart with just one direct look.

"Take your underwear off." His voice was calm and cold, with his order precise and direct. I can't really tell which is which, nagdalawang-isip pa ako, I tried to do what he said but my body won't cooperate, I remained like a cold statue. Hindi makagalaw.

Mukhang naiinip na siya dahil hindi pa ako gumagalaw. What am I supposed to do? I don't know! My mind has also betrayed me, it was blank!

Nagulat ako nang tumayo siya, marahas niyang pinunit ang panty ko, he reached for the two ends of my bra and pulled them off me. I heard a faint clack, as if he lock was wrecked.

I gasped, mabilis akong umurong ngunit hinawakan niya agad ang braso ko, stopping me. Kasabay nito ay ang pagkahulog ng natitirang saplot sa aking katawan. I was completely naked and exposed. "You're testing my patience, aren't you?" Humigpit ang hawak niya sa aking braso, naramdaman ko ang pagbaon ng kanyang kuko sa aking balat.

"N-Nasasaktan ako..."

His eyes formed into slits, he was angry. And impatient. He wants everything to move the way he wants them to. He wants everything to work the way he sees them. He seems to have noticed the pain in my face, at ang nangingilid na luha sa aking mga mata. Bumuntong-hininga siya at saka ako binitawan. I saw how he aggressively combed his hair using his fingers.

Humarap muli siya sa akin. Hindi ako gumalaw. Halos pigilan ko rin ang aking paghinga.

Bigla niya akong hinila at tinulak sa kama, before I could even move, I felt him taking my right hand, something cold and heavy encircled my wrist, it was a handcuff.

He cuffed the other side into the headboard of the bed, hinila ko ang aking kamay ngunit ayaw matanggal, my ragged breathing became faster and heavy, "please, please, please..." Paulit-ulit kong pagmamakaawa, "please, I-I know you have a soul, please, no, no, stop..."

Sinunggaban niya ang labi ko ng halik at natahimik ako. It was an aggressive kiss but it felt like it was the most passionate thing ever. Our lips seem to melt together, my heartbeat became wild and faster, not because I was nervous, but because... it just felt so right that we kissed.

I felt his teeth biting my lower lip. He became more violent and hard, I felt the pain in my lips and the metallic taste of my own blood probably caused by his force, I used my free hand to push him but he was too strong or perhaps I was just weak.

Dumapo ang isang kamay niya sa aking dibdib, I gasped when he squeezed them so hard that I wanted to scream, I felt the building heat inside me and the twisted feeling that wanted to resist. I was confused. Did I actually want what he was doing or not? Did I want to make him stop or not? It felt like my heart and mind were battling and as a result, my own body was betraying me.

I was panting for air when he stopped kissing me, nanginig ang mga labi ko. It feels like they were hot and swollen now, suddenly, his hands went to my legs and forced them open, he positioned himself in the middle of me, tinapat niya ang kanyang kalakihan sa aking puri.

"No, no, please don't put it in... please... no-awwww!" I screamed in pain when I felt his length inside me, my walls felt sore with just one push, pakiramdam ko ay napupunit ang kaloob-looban ko. Nagpumiglas ako. The metal cuff around my hand only made a sickly noise, like I was being tortured to death.

He begun striding himself in and out of me, not caring about my pleads for him to stop. I bit my lips as I tried to suppress my scream, my tears gushing out of my eyes.

Mas lalo niyang binilisan at diniinan ang kalakihan sa aking entrada, kasabay nito ay ang pag-alon ng kama at pagtunog ng pagkalog nito. There's nothing but pain that I felt, so much pain.

I just closed my eyes as he strode himself against me, my body now too weak to even protest, I just let him do what he wanted. No... it wasn't just that, it also felt like I wanted what he was doing. When the pain was gone, it was replaced with pleasure. Something that made my mind go insane. How can this possibly be? How can so much pain, turn out to be... good?

He moaned as he pounded himself back and forth, in and out, with every push so powerful that it feels I'm going to have my diamonds shattered and my walls torn apart. When the pain has submerged, all I felt was this sensation that would kill me if he stopped. I felt it. Something was about to explode. Something has built up inside me and it longed to be released. I had no control over it. The more I kept it in, the more it wanted to be free.

Then I felt the warmth of his thick liquid come out of my curly fold, with mine, together, after he released everything he had inside of me, he took his shaft out, his body now drenched in globules of sweat. With his bicep, he wiped a sweat on his forehead.

"I hate you..." I whispered. I hate you for making me feel like I wanted it all. For making me betray my own sanity. For taking the only thing I have. Now I am nothing. I have nothing left. "I hate you, whoever you are... I hate you. I hope you rot in hell." I cried. "You're a devil, demon, a rotten man... you are heartless and wicked, evil and bad... you're a beast!"

He just looked at me with his cold eyes, as if my banters meant nothing to him. "Believe me, I've been called worse."