LUCIA I have tried to talk to Joshua about what Thiago told me , but every attempt has turned out to be unsuccessful because basically , we have not seen each other in several day s, we have only spoken on the phone once a day and that is all , I have asked him what he is been doing to be so busy , but he just tells me to trust him and that he hopes to tell me everything soon. But at this point I don't know if I believe him , it seems he only tells me far - fetched excuses to hide whatever he is really doing outside his house all the time , he doesn't even bother going to his classes anymore , I don't understand why he hasn't failed all his subjects already. " What if he doesn't want to be with me anymore and that is why he is avoiding me? " I suddenly burst out to Mia , whi