ZARA
Another Saturday at home , sitting on my bedroom couch reading a book on future investments , really entertaining, isn’t it?
The urge to pick up my phone and call him gets much stronger on days like this when I feel more alone than ever , but my willpower is much stronger than that , so I am content to go stalking him a bit on his social media , which is a total bummer because he is not very active and rarely uploads an update.
We haven't spoken once in several months , since we had that heated discussion at the country club , and I said a couple of things to him that I am not proud of.
I honestly didn't think he was going to take it that bad , but the following week after that argument , when I got to the country club , I looked for him everywhere to talk to him an
