Amy's POV
I felt empty.
Everything that used to make me laugh or happy lost its effect on me. Cameron's jokes weren't funny. My fathers' meals weren't tasty, my Alpha's orders were unimportant, and I suddenly lost the will to smile.
I knew why it happened, and I was aware that it shouldn't affect me this much, but even the most educated medicine student had to admit that learning about something by reading is not the same as experiencing it in real life.
And I just lost my first patient. Not just that, I lost my father, who I so badly tried to save. It was supposed to be a happy day, yet it ended with not one but six dead bodies, three severely injured guards, and one warrior in a coma. And it all happened within two hours.
Now, I was sitting in my parent's living room, watching as t
