Chapter Forty-Nine. Lisa May.
I woke up at four this morning, for my usual, through the night, wee, but unlike most other mornings, I couldn’t get back to sleep. My mind was in a whirl, still stressing about this date, but then stressing even more that Jason may have changed his mind, given his radio silence since he asked me. It’s weird, because I am not sure I even want to go, yet here I am hoping he hasn’t decided against me. God if he saw me now, he would definitely change his mind.
After half an hour of tossing and turning in bed, I gave up on attempting to finish off my nights sleep, and came downstairs, made a coffee and cracked on with some work. I didn’t even bother having my shower, or getting out of my thread bare old PJ’s they are shorts and a strappy top and have definitely
