Chapter Seventeen. Diana. “Fancy going out in Sunderland tonight, just for a change?” Lynn the accountant’s assistant, and my ‘going out’ best friend asks. My actual best friend is my boss’s wife, but Ruth isn’t really into nights out, and clubbing. To be honest, I am not feeling it, not like I once was. Before him. JS. The thought of him so painful I don’t ever mention his name. I never believed that I was the type of woman who would end up broken hearted over a guy. I had fully believed that I was stronger than that. Hell, I had prided myself on being young free and single, with the emphasis on single. I could go where I wanted, with who I wanted and have s*x with who every I chose. I, once upon a time, hated the thought of relationships. Until I allowed attraction, and dare I s