Astrid’s pov While I stood outside hearing their soft whispers and hushed laughter my imagination swelled with a million and one things that could be happening beyond the wooden frame that kept me back but I took a deep breath and decided that since I wasn't getting my answers today I would only be tormented myself standing out here like this. I decided maybe I needed a nap myself. So I went to bed, my appetite lost even as my stomach churned with anger and my fingers reached for the pillow sinking as far as they could go and I buried my face inside just before I let out a muffled scream. I'd give almost anything to know what they were talking about. To know why he had felt so inclined to lock the door. My eyes scanned across the room and uselessly tried to force myself into slee