Chapter 40
Gabriel
Hearing that Moira needs to leave, not just want to, hurt more than I could’ve imagined. When I found out that Gwyn still has feelings for Gareth, I had been alright with it. I didn’t feel any anger or like I had truly lost someone. With Moira, I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest, and I am feeling a mixture of emotions. From anger that she could want to leave just like that, to pain with the thought that this might be it, to understanding that she needs to find herself. I have ten years more than she had, and I know how confused I was in my early to late twenties. You think you should know yourself, that you should be settled and have your future all mapped out, when in reality, you truly don’t know where you belong, and figuring that out, takes time,
