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I DO not know if I should regret the decisions I made back then or not. About pushing her away and saving myself. And seeing her again made me believe that it was the former.
Perhaps it is indeed true that you will regret losing something that you did not give any importance in the past.
Months without her was... distressing. I did not know that I would get to the point where I would lose focus on myself and reflect on everything I did. I was always calm and collected, that I could ignore people who did not value me. But after pushing the only woman who loved me with all of her, who almost gave me her everything, I truly regretted it.
I shifted on my seat. I am feeling uneasy and restless. f**k. She was chosen. When I saw her earlier that she and her partner, Hidalgo, were not on
