|Sofia|
MOVE ON.
Something that is easy to say but difficult to do.
It has been for months since I resigned as Ian’s secretary. Did the time pass by fastly? I even did not realize it because I focused on doing some other things. I kept myself busy. This is the first step of moving on, right? Finding distractions?
I let myself busy since I transferred into my new job so that I could forget all the pain that I have been feeling. After that fateful night, there is not a day I do not lock myself in my room, there isn’t a time that I did not cry, and there was not a second that he could get out of my mind.
I did everything. I gave him all the love that was needed to give him and everything that I had. Yet I was not enough. Never enough.
I know I started this. I initiated it. But I dug my
