I've spent a few days without stopping at Alpha Matthew's house. Every time I think about him, my heart does little flutters and I can't help but get nervous. It's not good. Maybe if I was a human, I could just argue that I have a crush. I could even make assumptions and go after him. But he's an Alpha and I'm just... well, me. Some girl who stumbled here because I had nowhere else to go. Putting some distance between myself and my growing feelings toward Matthew is probably the best thing to do.
I just keep thinking of his beautiful face. His kissable lips, tuggable hair. How much taller he is than me and how radiating his smile is. The intensity of his dark green eyes. How he wears his glasses, and it practically makes me swoon. Or how he smells like Amberwood, and books, and coffee. Th
