I bite my lip, trying not to sound foolish. I don't want to get upset anymore. I want to be able to control my wolf and not let her emotions get to me. "I overheard you tell Lila you would give her a chance," I tell him quietly, his eyes bearing into mine. My heart rate quickens. I think Matthew can sense it because he kisses my hand again, shaking his head. "A chance to leave," he tells me. "I banished her from the pack. My wolf made it very clear she's not to return." I sink my face into my hands, so much relief sweeping through me it's incredible. I feel like I can finally breathe again. Like I've been stuck in smog for the last day or so and I'm gasping at fresh air. "I thought... you were going to reject me," I tell him honestly. I can't help the sad smile as I meet his gaze. "I