« Robin » I lost sight of him in the crowd, but the moment was gone, and I wasn’t just feeling flustered by our heated dance. I felt ashamed and dirty as I contemplated whether I should follow him out or continue dancing. I wasn’t in the mood for it anymore, honestly, but I didn’t want to go after him. I was scared. My crush on Seff wasn’t a crush anymore and even though I really liked him, the realization that I was actually falling in love hit me harder than anything else. This wasn’t right and I couldn’t do that anymore. If I stayed being friends with Seff, I knew I was going to have my heartbroken. I hurried off the dance floor and made a beeline for the bathrooms situated at the back. The second I entered the ladies' room I felt as though I could breathe easier. It was currently empt