If Forth is not vomiting in disgust with himself—he's drinking until he vomits. How can he not when everything has becoming too much to handle?
The past few days they spent here were more amazing than he could have asked for. For those last days, he felt how comfortable Ronan was around him. Of course, they were not as sweet as the other couples, but at least they were more... at ease with each other. He saw how Ronan could be genuinely enjoying himself and being happy around him. It was too much but then again, he wanted that. For those few days, he felt assured and contented. Ronan was his.
He's been staring at their most random pictures and realized the scariest conclusion he ever had with his life. The alcohol is not even influencing him to have these thoughts.
He truly wants Ronan.
