*Alexis POV*
I jump up in my sleep and instantly fall to one knee and bow.
"Alpha"
My heart feels so strong and so close to Lucas but at the same time is breaking that I can't spend this moment with him. At my home with my mate. In my rightful place with my pack. I stand and glare at dad it is all his fault.
"f**k you"
I have a look of indifference on my face but I lay in the couch and hug a pillow. I let silent tears fall. As much as I punish dad, he has won, tonight was the most important day in Lucas' life and I missed it. It is a day that I will never get back, a celebration I will never get to attend. I have never felt so helpless and alone in my life. I dry my eyes. He will never win. I will ruin him.
When I wake in the morning my whole body hurts, hardly sleepin
