!!! *** WARNING! CHAPTER CONTAINS MATERIALS THAT SOME READERS MAY FIND DISTRESSING! SUCH AS VIOLENCE, GORE, TORTURE, FIGHTING, AND DEAD BODIES! READER DISCRETION ADVISED! *** !!!
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"So, are you going to go fight for your mate?" My father asked me.
"I... don't know," I mumbled.
I want to. I want to go chase Lydia down. I want to hide her somewhere until she agrees to forgive me. I want to admit everything to her, all of my fears, my doubts, my worries. And I want her to understand.
Even if that means Lydia kicks my a.ss until I'm a bloody pulp. She can kill me, and do it as many times as she wants. I just need her to forgive me.
But I don't think that will happen now.
I made the same mistakes that I made before. I left Lydia. I kept her in t
