The warmth coming off of Kasyn feels so good. I hate it right now. Mostly because I want to bask in it. I want to feel that warmth every second of every day for the rest of my life. Right now, though, I wish he would just take a step back. I'm not sure if that would help me breathe better or not though.
This is fu.cking painful.
"Lydia... this isn't what I wanted... I didn't come back because I knew telling you to your face would be worse," Kasyn said.
"Okay," I muttered.
This hurts so much. I want to throw up and cry, but... I feel so drained, so defeated. I lost.
I lost my mate.
"Lydia..." Kasyn grabbed my face, and brought my eyes to his.
My heart shattered as Kasyn searched my eyes. It all hurts worse than anything I've ever felt, and I can't do a damn thing about it. Nothing at
