**Phoebe's POV**
I wish I had stayed upstairs instead of going back to apologize to Lorenzo. I knew he was just making decisions to keep me safe, and my conscience was getting in the way. I wish I did not hear the conversation between him and his mother because it only made me feel even more guilty. My husband wasn't a normal man with a regular eight to five job. I married the Italian Mafia leader and that title, that responsibility, includes making decisions that I may not like, but I need to learn to respect. Right now my heart hurt thinking about the innocents that may die, but Lorenzo was right. If we spared the wrong person and they came back for revenge, they could hurt me. Could hurt my children. I have to let Lorenzo be the monster, and love him through it all.
After Giana left
