***Poppy*** It has been two days since the whole shopping trip, and the craziness called my stepfamily, or I should say stepmother, and the whole scene she caused. I will say it was kind of fun seeing her backpedal when Rafe confronted her and seeing the horriable sales woman loose her job. I know I shouldn't find that funny, but I look at it as karma. I have dealt with her crap for a awhile cause of my stepsister, so she got what was coming. The clothes that we got I was so grateful for, they fit so much better then the old ones. This new body that seems to be still changing is something im trying to adjust to. Every morning I look at myself in the mirror, still confused, and it's all Rafe continues to apologize to me. I know it's not his fault; it has to do with the bond. I must say t

