Why , oh why , Natalie ? Why did you have to be so fascinated with those flowers ? Why did you have to touch it ? Why did luck seem like it was running out on you ? Maybe I had some bad juju I needed to get taken of of me . Everything hurt from my neck to my ankles . My body was exhausted from trying to keep me alive whilst flushing the poison out of my system . My stomach hurt from throwing up so much and just when that would settle and it no longer felt like my insides were going to leave me through my mouth , the fever would kick in and last for hours at a time . Greta had personally come up to leave me some soup and the first time , I had eaten it but when my stomach had just thrown it out no less than five minutes later , I was skeptical to eat anything after that . The fever ha