It was just after breakfast on an overcast Tuesday morning when Marco had sent Mariah for me . I was taken a back by being summoned by him so suddenly and my mind kept going over the many reasons that Marco would request my presence but , each time , I came up with nothing . Marco and I had been going good so far . Although , I never ever brought up the topic of where his feelings were . Sure , he was as tender and loving as one who had romantic feelings another would be but he never verbally indicated to more and I didn't want to push him . However , at the same time , I did not want to be waiting around for something that wasn' t going to happen . It felt like I was back at square one but, this time, I was more emotionally invested . It was stupid of me to have leaped in so readily w