The morning sickness just kept getting worse or at least that is how it felt each day . I'd spent the first half an hour of being awake throwing up my guts in the toilet . Doctor Lana did say that it was quite normal and would most likely settle in a week or two . It was astounding how conscious I had become about my mid section . My hands would wrap around it or lay in it securely even as I slept . I didn't have any hope left for anything else but this child of mine . I never thought that I would so readily embrace being pregnant since I really didn't see myself having children so soon if not at all . It simply was not a matter I gave my attention to before . Even now , as I rested my back against the coolness of the bathroom wall , my fingers lay sprawled against my still flat stomach .
