It must have been roughly ten minutes that had passed . In that time , a thousand thoughts raced through my mind . Endless ' what if' s ' and countless thoughts of self doubt . Maybe it would be simpler for everyone to just stick to the plan . For Marco to stay my captor and me his captives . Becoming lovers would very likely complicate matters . But on the opposite side of my thought spectrum , it urged me on . It tempted me to rise from my self pity , silence my over thinking and push open that door that was the only thing keeping my body from his . This was it . I wanted Marco and I knew that without an inkling of a doubt . He left the ball in my court and I was going to take thing into my control . My body yearned for Marco . My skin craved the touch of his fingers. Whatever the