Hunter I couldn't run to the bathroom fast enough. I had been groveling all day, trying to find an excuse to see Tatiana. I even considered falling to her feet and begging for her forgiveness until she took me back. When I left Tatiana's house that day, I was consumed by anger. I thought about going back to my former self. The emotionally distant and detached person who didn't give a s**t about love or anything that had to do with love. But who was I kidding? I could never go back to being that person again. Ever since Tatiana came back to my life, I realized something. There was no way in hell I could live without her. Not when McKenna was in the picture too. I knew McKenna couldn't hate me and the thought gave me comfort. But Tati? She hated me so much. So, all I could do was drown i