CLARA Life hasn't been that smooth ever since dad passed away. I've been struggling with deleting his number from my contacts because every time I try calling his number, I'm always sent to the voice mail. For sure, forgetting someone who is so close to you after they die is quite hard and also a bitter pill to swallow. Noah has been treating me well just as he was treating me before but still, something is missing and deep down my heart, there's really a large vacuum. It's now three weeks since I came back home from the Green Shade pack for dad's burial. For sure, reality has started sinking in and I've now confirmed that I am a total orphan, just like Noah. I don't have anyone to call mom or daddy! For the three weeks that I've been back home, I've not been able to come out of the

