**Phoebe's POV** I smiled softly and then my eyebrows furrowed together. "You look like shit." I croaked, my voice barely audible. Darry quickly poured me some water and it was such a huge relief. "Oh, my baby!" Mom cried and ran to my side, my dad right behind her. My hand caressed Lorenzo's cheek. "I love you." Seeing the man I love look so broken and worn down really broke my heart. His mesmerizing blue eyes I loved so much were not as vibrant as I remembered them to be. Like the light was just sucked right out of him. His clean shaved face was now covered with a stubble beard that actually looked kind of sexy on him, but I still preferred him shaved. When I saw the relief in his eyes, I knew that he must have been losing his mind. If only he knew that I was fighting so hard t