I hold Milly to my chest and breathe in her scent to help calm myself down. She finally fell back asleep after about thirty minutes of crying in my arms and me not knowing what else to do for her. It hurts me so bad that I can’t help her. I want to help her so badly, but I can’t. I don’t understand any of this. How could this have happened? What exactly is happening? Do I need to worry that she is going to do the same thing to me? Do I need to worry that she is going to confuse the past with the present and mix reality with some fiction that she has created in her mind? I sigh and shake my head. What should I do? What can I do? Fenrir, what is going on with her? What is going on with me?
I don’t know… I think you are being affected by what is going on with her, but that is pretty normal
